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04.04.2001
11:48am
:: have to pay off my speeding
ticket i got in upland. cost = $337.00 for a speeding ticket!!!
going 7mph over the limit?! come on! 04.05.2001
:: listening to savage garden - crash and burn. just thinking about all the
things that have happen over the past month, I don't know if all that was
some life lesson for me to learn, but I would
think I learn my lesson. but
you know what, its hard to not think about it. its only right I guess, easy
come easy go, and the
going kept going that what really sucks. I think I'm going to make a promise
to myself as of right now, no more crashing! burning is okay for now, but no
more crashing. we'll see how far it takes me. goodnight rich ::
04.06.2001 11.34pm
:: didn't do much today. finally watched TV, I didn't know there were that
many new shows on nowadays. damn I'm on the computer way to much. but yea,
grandma leaves for Thailand tomorrow or should I say in couple hours now.
damn I forgot, means I'm going to the wonderful airport tomorrow. just don't
know how much I hate LAX once more I must go to sleep... *ZZZzzzz ::
04.07.2001 04.37pm
:: Almost there, judgment day on the 9th, I don't know if I'm scared or not
but in a sense it makes me confuse like hell. weird how someone can say
something to me and mean nothing but when I remember what was said its like
[ where was I when the sign was given out? ] now I know I'm stupid. can't
figure right now ifs its genetics or the work in progress of my own. only
time will tell that story, and you will be lucky enough to hear it. went to
go see my lawyer again, damn my dad has nothing to do but to go with me and
waste "his" time as well. I'm going to knock out right now...its fawken
cold, damn rain! ::
04.08.2001 05.45am
:: I don't know why up so early. now this I find very strange. just restless
from last night I guess. things can be so great and the next moment it comes
crashing down. some stuff need to be said and some stuff needs to kept
inside to think on how your going to say it, doesn't anyone else's feelings
and emotion mean anything? apparently that doesn't mean anything to some
people... I just wish my dad could understand some stuff better. but that
hasn't happen, and won't be changing anytime soon. well I need a break from
life... run 6 in the morning, should be good for me somehow...bye ::
04.08.2001 01.11pm
:: Came back from the temple. it was very good. I finally went, I think I
really needed to go. ummm... why is it that you turn to religion in time of
need? shouldn't it be there with you all the time? I guess, I just don't pay
attention to that til it is need. sad to say huh? I need to improve myself
on that... well off to o-mills with my little brother... been stuck at home
all day, I know he's starving. not that I know how to cook or anything... o
wells, I'll blab on later when the time comes to me needing it hahaha bear
with me... "follow the yellow brick road"
04.09.2001 06.45am
:: just getting ready to go to court. really don't know how the outcome will
be. just hope its not to bad. damn... that was really stupid what I did. o
wells, shit happens, now I have to deal with it. wonder if Jane is up right
now? got to go now... got to beat the traffic into OC. *prays ::
04.09.2001 11.51am
:: yeah! that wasn't as bad as I expected!! guess getting a lawyer did pay
off... okay dad paid for it but still it paid off for me. I'm really
thankful... now lets see if I can straighten out the other stuff. I'm just
really happy right now. the whole courtroom was laughing. it was just funny.
the judge was cool, she didn't trip over the remarks I made or should I say
in my lawyers term, "outburst" but I was just voicing my opinion. I miss
Jane right now... thinking of her... I'll give her a call right now. thanks
beb for being there for me, and sorry about yesterday night. and I thank
everyone else that prayed for me. I'm very thankful. okay... lets see what I
can do today... nothing that obstructs the law please! ::
04.10.2001 08:55am
:: woke up kind of early this morning, there was this restless feeling or
something, or maybe its the fact I slept most of the day yesterday... just
listening to some depressing music. what is there to eat for breakfast? what
do I know how to cook? what can I cook? there's a simple answer to that, I'm
not allowed in the kitchen, that's another story hehehe o wells, wow someone
IM'd me hahaha we'll chat later bye ::
04.10.2001 07.26pm
:: listening to boyz II men - four seasons of loneliness. I don't know why I
am, kind of depressing but its one of my favs =) ahhhh to depressing, need
for some change, but I don't know what? hey, notice something? been asking a
lot of questions today, I finally noticed! how weird, guess that's how I'm
feeling right now. finally got some good news from someone today I just hope
what was said will go through. I've been messing with both my phone of late,
its bothering me, my silver 8860 is chipping its chrome and the blue 8290 is
pretty jacked up as well. I really need to get down to the office and pick
up the new ones. man its cold, someone warm me up? ::
04.11.2001 11:15am
:: I fell asleep on the sofa last night and woke up on the floor. I know
people said its good for your back or something but everything else is
aching. guess I didn't find out about all the side effects. but yea, today
is so...? so dreary, boggy, its cloudy and cold damnit... when is the "real
spring" going to get here. everything in Cali is so unpredictable... but I
wouldn't trade it for anywhere else. I'm finally get things right again, and
it seems to all fit now. o dumplings!!! hehehe I think imma have breakfast
finally... ::
04.11.2001 01:37pm
:: talk about me being bored. I just finished defragging my computer hahaha
I sat there and looked at all the cool bars go up and down and this move
here and colors there hahaha I amuse myself. but yea, my laptop is all
fawked up, I think I'll have to bring that back into best buy. someone just
called me a faggot LOL just wanted to let you know just looking at some
sites and the new laptops Sony has come out with. I should have wait but it
always seems to be like that. when I bought this PC it was cool...then next
month Pentium III came out...damn technology! I use to remember my first
computer lasted a year and half until a new model came out...now Sony comes
out with one every other month! grrrrrr
04.11.2001 11:41pm
:: yippee...going to LAX how fun this will be! not only is it cold, its
freezing cold! damn spring weather.... it better start getting better. I'm
just tired right now, listening to some depressing music I have never heard
before and trying to get dressed at the same time. this whole scenario for
me really sux hahaha o well, I have tomorrow to look forward to, I guess I
can always be optimistic still... or maybe its something else inside of me
speaking; who knows? goodnight everyone, as for me, good ol' LAX for me...
til next time... I will blah blah blah... damn its cold... I think I do need
that sweater! hahaha
04.12.2001 10:28am
:: whoa... woke up a little late for my morning run. I thought it was just
eight still. but it was a good sleep. some what still tired, maybe I'll go
out today. I found my high school year book. it brought back so much. I just
sat there looking at it and in a way reminiscing it was good to see some
familiar faces that I saw everyday. I miss high school! I miss the morning
when I didn't want to go to econ 9:30 in the morning. I miss the morning
break we took to get grub just to wake us up. awwww I think imma get
emotional now. I do miss high school and its little things that means so
much to me. most of all I miss sleeping in calculus and playing cards hahaha
life was easy and fun back then... only thing I stressed back then was
giving Mr.. Lew a good excuse of why I didn't get my homework done yet but I
will turn it in next week. =) I miss those times...maybe I'll have some
pictures up from high school...that would be cool hahaha checking out for
now...
04.12.2001 11:44pm
:: should be going to bed now... its tiring... especially when you look at
big numbers ahhhh bills bills bills wassup with that! hahaha there's is no
choice but to cut back now, in which I have for a couple weeks now. not on
my own choice but the choice given by my parents (in other words a demand)
and I am following it to down to every word. but yeah... damn ATT and damn
PacBell LOL damn me too I'll be having a good night sleep tonight. hey Ernie
when am I going to get it? lol lets do it this weekend and frank, type R?!
damn you! we'll just have to see when right? I'm free next week so its on...
goodnight
04.13.2001 10:22am
:: finally called ATT about the bill, thank god it was some mistake hahaha I
knew it wasn't all on me, had to be a mistake. another day without my
morning run, I think I'm getting lazy and fat now. have to stop, membership
at balley's not even put to use. only reason I got it cuz... nevermind that.
I just know I got it hahaha lets see if I get all the things I want to get
done today, it is Friday so give me some slack. o wells I have to go now...
hope I'm not late.
04.13.2001 01:52pm
:: just finished lunch, waiting on a call right now... okay... phone not
ringing... still not ringing. o wells, jojo is telling me he met a girl
hahaha he sounds happy, but he always sounds that way, I kind of just got
use to it. tell you the truth, I think it will be like all the other girls
he went out before. they get mushy and stuff I like you you like me? then
call each other, you hang up, no you hang up, then same ol' thing once again
kids these days lol so silli... I need to go to paramount later on today as
well, but I don't think I'll make it okay... I'm out might as well sleep or
something...
04.13.2001 10:11pm
:: listening to Nu Flava - Heaven, an old song but its a nice song, okay I'm
listening to Eden's Crush now hahaha I can tell my sister has used the
computer of late. but anyways, got to talk to my beb for awhile, miss you! I
have to get to bed soon, have to wake up before the sun practically! going
to the temple tomorrow. it will be fun though [ I hope ] but yeah getting
tired as well and stuff imma knock out right now... o yea... clippers won!
hahaha more than I can say for the Lakers... to justify myself, I give more
props to the clippers than to the beleaguered of late Lakers... if they win
a championship this year, whoever reads this, can make me eat my own words,
any how you want me to! okay enough bad mouthing the Lakers, they're good,
just not great as the money they spent.
04.14.2001 08:15am
:: I just found out my dad is in the hospital right now... that really
sucks! why does something like this always happen when we're about to do
something. there will always be next time but this time I was actually
looking forward to spending time with him. I just hope my dad does fine and
out of there as soon as possible. I hate hospitals and I hate him lying
there with tubes and stuff. just the whole hospital thing. and he's stubborn
at the things we tell him, but that's my dad. get well soon dad...
04.14.2001 09:53pm
:: my dads okay... he came home and took some rest, quiet for the most part.
so yeah... all the plans were cancelled and I guess we'll just have to
reschedule that for another date. (I doubt it will happen again) it was just
one of those things that was going to happen now or never. sad to say but I
just hope the opportunity comes up again. almost finish with aeroworx but
the domain purchase won't be settled for a couple weeks. I just need to
finish that up ASAP been lagging enough. I'm still lost on the interface for
it. but something tells me to keep it simple at first. maybe one of you can
tell me how it comes out. I'll be sure to post it when I'm somewhat done
with it. but yeah... let me try and finish some of it tonight...
04.15.2001 08:56am
:: good morning everyone. dad is finally back to normal now. woke up yelling
at why his stocks are dropping. hahaha brings some sense of relief to all
this. but yeah its actually a nice day and it being Easter and all it makes
sense for it. I wouldn't go out still, its a little to cold for me still.
maybe when it gets a little warmer. this breakfast from McDonald is okay,
the hash brown is dry though *ughh hahaha this is so funny. ever fed a baby
something sour? LOL he just had that expression on him. his reaction to
pancakes with some syrup hahaha yet he still wants more. well, I'll blab on
later I have to go hide some eggs pretty soon...
04.15.2001 04:58pm
:: that was a good nap... and a well deserved one as well! all the rugrats
are gone and my parents went to aunties they won't be back for awhile. so
I'm stuck to clean the mess that has piled up. don't you just hate picking
up cans?! hahaha but yeah, house needs to be vacuumed (again) and the living
room needs to be brought in. this is going to be so fun!
04.15.2001 5:12pm
:: thought I would never finish. those left over aren't so bad. my parents
are so cheap... they can't even buy the whole lobster... just the tails!
what kind of mess is that? or was it a two part thing? guess first come
first serve, damn that sucks! I just found out my cousin is going to
Thailand once again... doesn't he have anything else to do but visit his
family? hehehe only joking. "dealer inquiries are welcome" hahaha I'm
stupid, but I'm almost finish with aeroworx... brb
04.16.2001 10:17am
:: today's letter is "c" hahaha watching sesame street with my baby brother.
I think he said his first word last night. bullet head LOL we were calling
him that for awhile. it was fun last night. the party was cool and everyone
seemed to enjoy themselves. but two parties on one weekend can get to you.
especially this family thing. well its Monday and I have yet to finish the
design of aeroworx, its becoming more stressful than fun now. I'll just see
how it comes out now...
04.16.2001 02:53pm
:: things are calm right now, more than I can say an hour earlier. talk
about more problems when you just don't need it. dad's angry about the car,
once again, and that brought up some other shit. and one thing led to
another and everyone left. but I'm still here, listening to this shit that
goes down every other day here. o yes, I have the perfect life alright! just
wonder if I was born somewhere else, how would I turn out? who would I be?
where would I be? times like this I question everything around me. the thing
about family is so different for me. not saying no family has problems, it
just seems problems that occur with me and my family always seems to be
blown out of proportion. maybe its the fact its my problems, that it seems
big. just wish things could be a little different sometimes, but life's not
perfect and my life is in no way near that. perfection is having the will to
be the best at all cost, I don't have that drive in my life right now.
04.17.2001 09:32am
:: good morning everyone! I'm still tired hahaha can never get enough of a
good thing. what's the plan for today? huh? I really don't know... but I do
have an urge to play with my car hahaha I just got the new body for it . no
decals on the RC yet but its clean. its a GT2 Porsche with some crazy
plastic wing...o yeah...the whole car is plastic LOL maybe I'll spend some 3
hours on the decals today like I did with the supra hahaha what kind of life
do I live?! that reminds me aeroworx is coming nicely... if you haven't yet
seen the page I'll let you take a peek at it... except for a couple people,
you know who you are! lol its all love guys...
04.18.2001 01:22am
:: still up... and I miss my sweetheart =( okays goodnight *muahs this songs
dedicated for you.
04.18.2001 01:53am
:: sorry if I act like a dick. knowing the jerk I am, I tend to act so. I
just want to say sorry... and I really mean it, not one of my "richie
remarks" as you put it. I want you to know "...your my angel from above."
04.18.2001 10:12am
:: pretty crazy night last night, but everything worked its place, and so I
thought I guess. guess I didn't get my part of the deal. but anyways, I
think I'm spending to much time with my baby brother hahaha catching myself
watching pbs when I'm alone lol those shows are so cute! hahaha okay, at a
more mature level, I'll be right back, from enjoying the educational
experience offered by pbs hahaha
04.18.2001 06:32pm
:: it will make 2morrows front page hahaha okay I only have a front page...
=)
04.19.2001 07:44am
:: good morning everyone!! hahaha talk about early! only reason for this
early bird is the fact that I have to be in court by 8:30 hahaha shouldn't
have stayed up so damn late last night but I was just excited about
something. there seems to be a trend though...highs and lows. a pattern that
happens to often and its reputation sux! hahaha but yeah... got to go court
for some speed contest...going to plead guilty and stuff wonder if the fine
is huge =| yeah...I'll check you later
04.19.2001 10:12am
:: okay... the court was okay... saw this Asian chick there hahaha no I
wasn't checking her out, she was just Asian. lol but yeah...I was there and
sat on the benches... trying to look as innocent as I can hahaha *didn't
work, like the judge cares... everyone looked at me funny when my
arraignment came up. they never seen anyone get a speeding ticket or what?
the guy next to me was in for not reporting as a sex offender *I gradually
shifted to the farther side of the bench =) but anyways she gave me 3 months
to pay the fine so that's good in a way, now just have to save $1250 for the
fine. and I can't go to any illegal speed contest as a driver, passenger, or
spectator. so I must say good bye to the track once and for all...and for my
own goodness. so that brings the grand total to.... *I'll just crying inside
about this one*
04.19.2001 12:52pm
:: got back from Moreno Valley. damn the drive suck! talk about bored and
hot!
04.19.2001 02:48pm
:: I was reading my yearbook and chatting with one of my old friends from
high school and stuff. I told her what she wrote and she just started
busting up. I maintained my composure of course =) but anyways... I started
typing some of the stuff people said...so here are the entries in my
yearbook... you crazy people that were force to sign it, its okay right?
hehehe all love you guys
04.19.2001 04:12pm
:: going to go play some tennis. haven't done that for awhile. finally going
to have a reunion of sort. some old friends back in high school and the
tennis team. kind of bring backs a lot of good memories. I know Nina won't
forget tennis. nor will Chua or jenny hahaha... but just for old times... I
would like to say sorry to Nina once again. I hit her with one of my serve
in the forehead... o no that was Christine =X sorry to you to Christine.
damn imma say sorry to a lot of people now. you know its all in the game =)
but its good that we're playing again... see you guys later tonight. and
Sean, wonder if you still have those shoes hahaha
04.19.2001 07:50 pm
:: got back from playing some tennis at Claremont... can we say out of
shape?! hahaha I need to use that the club membership...and fast! I got my
ass worked. you know what really sucks though... how positions were
switched! not only lost but she rubbed it in my face! omg...I finally lost
to her. hey!.. it took her long enough! and in actuality, I LET her win =)
well I'm so damn tired going to jump in the shower for couple hours to
relieve some of these sore muscles *what muscles?!* hahaha okays, imma knock
out for the night. goodnight everyone... and carla, get better soon... your
much sweeter when your happen =)
04.21.2001 09:02am
:: talk about a rough ride last night. I hate the rain. Messes everything up
and its so damn cold. its not so bad right now. I think we're going to be
going out later, but I have no idea where. o yeah, I saw someone I use to
know to. that was such a trip. but he didn't say much. so we just got our
stuff and took off. okay I'm listening to some Korean dance mix right now =)
use to be really into their music, it had a nice beat. well imma go take a
shower... damnit someone beat me to it grrrrrr I'm still wondering about my
hair... hahaha *keeps wondering
04.21.2001 09:22am
:: "...pressed, but not crushed."
04.21.2001 06:58pm
:: really bored right now. waiting on someone to come back, but he's always
late so I'm use to it. *that gives me about 2 more hours to wait then. but
yeah, just browsing around. and some how, I manage to come to Victoria's
site hehehe I like =) its very, natural. =) (my point of view of course) I
never really went to Kurt the cyber guy site. its informative, but I guess
that's just me again. I'm really bored now... even more bored then from the
first time I stated it. just reading blogs, Kathy's mochibox is cool. I read
it sometimes, hahaha I'm stalking her!
04.21.2001 07:03pm
:: okay, I'm not that bored. I stop typing my yearbook goodbye's. hehehe so
if you miss yours, you'll just have to live with it, or you can ask me. then
I know you actually came to my site hahaha. o yeah, if Olivia ever reads
this, your little farewell to me will never make it up here hahaha even that
is to graphic for this site. none of that XXX thing here. o yeah, I found
all those other pictures school. so I'll have to scan them. I'll see if I
still have yours linh lol... from the beach!
04.21.2001 09:57pm
:: just got back from seeing this weird play. interesting but weird. it was
about teens and stuff and the stuff they go through. but weird twist. modern
day problems taking place in the "medieval times" it was interesting... brb
04.21.2001 10:27pm
:: well, goodnight. this bub is hitting the sack. goodnight everyone. *this
song is so annoying now... I need something new!!! HELP WANTED Apply in
person. =) or email goodnight
04.22.2001 05:45pm
:: today was a long day. I was out most of the day, quiet nice and serene
feeling for some reason. but I'm not complaining. met a lot of people, some
old and some new. I won't comment on the new ones, that just might get me in
trouble some how. I finally got back in around 2:30 and just sat down w/ a
mcflurry and watched the playoffs. my mcflurry was more exciting than the
playoff. or maybe its only because of the outcomes of the game. some what
disgruntle and it all. let me say it one more time LAKERS SUCK. okay, I
think its out of my system. o yeah, there was this old lady at the store.
she was lecturing me!!!! I was like what the #$%@?! someone out of nowhere,
comes and lectures me. okay she didn't exactly come to me, I bumped into
her, which was accidental. something she didn't grab onto at first. so I got
my lecture of being more careful and how I could have really hurt her. she
wasn't no damn 80+ senior citizen in a wheelchair!! I should have been the
one complaining, but I just stood there. when she was finally done I said
sorry and went on my not so merry way... *I wonder what kind of car she was
driving? j/p
04.22.2001 06:23pm
:: LAKERS SUCK!... okay, its out of my system now.
04.22.2001 09:40pm
:: just hit into the wall a little while ago. still this numbness on my
face, so I don't think its to serious. last time that happened was me
hitting myself with my own tennis racket. now I know Sean and Steven knows
all about that hahaha. damn...that was nasty the more I think of it. 4
stitches was required and 2 hours in the waiting room. waiting was more
torture than the needles mending my open wound!
04.22.2001 10:16pm
:: my beloved friends just broke a window. so hilarious. they were
"performing" their little "rave" thing. it was pretty cool at first. I was
pretty amazed at the motion and lights. then they acted like themselves,
their "true" self, and broke a window. I can't blame them, I knew they were
careless, it was either the window or someone's face (most of the time their
owns) and that would have been worst (though I would not have minded)
04.23.2001 09:29am
:: sitting here, headache free now! Elian was just dancing to some trance,
and I managed to get a picture of that lol. he's now playing with some CDs.
hahaha he's now dancing to Monica - angel of mine. I think he's trying to
sing hahaha HAHAHA he IS!!! the little bullet head hasn't walked yet but
he's singing LOL. music to my ears. =)
04.23.2001 10:07am
:: Elian finally asleep, and now I'm bored. but its cool that he's sleeping.
looking all peaceful and cute as always.
04.23.2001 11:18am
:: lets see if I can come up with something for the friends page. so
bored...
04.23.2001 01:54pm
:: I was just re-doing the friends page, the new pictures I got won't be
going on anytime soon, I'm still stuck on how to actually post it on there
without looking cluttered. so while I think of that, I'll think of it in my
sleep.
04.23.2001 11:03pm
:: I'm going to call it a night now. sometimes you just don't get some
things. and other times you understand to much. right now, I'm not
understanding anything. its only because I don't want to I guess. what's so
evident is the inevitable for me.
04.24.2001 06:48am
:: just got a phone call from my sister. dad's in the hospital once again. I
think its in Newport beach... its one in OC that's all I'm sure of right
now. but this time I don't know what for, but she said it was something
about his head. either cold? or maybe totally not there. I think I have
passed the stage of being afraid for some time now, but threes always that
feeling of it that lingers with you. he takes his job to serious and for
being his age... should have retired years ago. but if there's something
about my dad, he's a fighter and never lets down. while I sit here, my dad
is laying there, I really have to go see him.
04.24.2001 07:22am
:: have a big headache now. this is like the fourth one this week, and its
only Tuesday. I'm thinking to much about stuff that doesn't matter. damn I
need a new hobbies or something. dad called from the hospital, he's okay,
still have to stay there. I told him if anything like this ever happens
again he's retiring for sure! I told him how Elian was crying when he
called. then he stopped talking. I know he was thinking.
04.24.2001 11:46am
:: babysitting my little brother is not to bad hahaha he's "raving" right
now to some trance. I just love his smile. he's so cute! damn, he's blowing
my eardrums out now. Elian + volume controller = deafening yet very cute
baby raver. LOL no matter what he does, I can't get mad at him. always
smiling and always active,
04.24.2001 02:19pm
:: dad just came back from the hospital. he came in with some life. so that
was good to see. he was just bothered by a headache now, so that was a
relief for me. now just have to figure out a way for him to relax awhile.
the man knows 7 languages, but never learned how to relax. so I think the
trip to Japan next week might help him. I was just thinking of some reasons
I could give him to consider retiring right now. but as of right now, I'm
happy he's home, I'm rather just content right now, I'll be happy when he
retires.
04.24.2001 04:04pm
:: listening to 112 - cupid. I guess my dad isn't all that fine form coming
back from the hospital. he's... weaker some how. I was expecting him to just
be asleep or maybe just reading the paper. but as of right now, he's talking
to himself once again. going through hiss 50 questions on why his life is a
failure. I really can't say anything to my dad, we never had that kind of a
relationship when I grew up. but really, what Asian family does? I just know
that when my kids do come around, I'll show them the love they deserve. I'm
not saying my dad doesn't love me, just that some affection throughout the
years would have helped. maybe then, he would have really appreciate what he
has accomplished and the family that loves him so much cares.
04.24.2001 10:11pm
:: the computer is not being my friend at all right now. I can't find my
laptop, so I'm stuck using the PC. its a big difference to jump from 850mhz
down to 333mhz. damn I got a headache right now. so much to think and put up
with. when one thing seems settle or fine, something else comes up. its all
bullshit. the stuff life gives you, it doesn't surprise me anymore, it's
more of me anticipating it. the little "bullet head" (Elian, my baby
brother) just went to sleep, kind of reminds me of my niece when I use to
watch her. one look at him and he can bring your day up. I can't say it
enough, he's solo cute.
:: o yeah, I watched TV today. it was, somewhat refreshing. hahaha ummm... I
think it was UPN that I watched, chains of love. it was so hilarious. I
think imma set the vicar to tape it LOL it was a type show for me, enjoyed
looking at other people's situations in the love department. I'll be back to
finish this up...
:: 04.25.2001 09:41am
:: I'm eating Gerber graduates cookies =) *a good source of calcium and
zinc! the box says so. well imma start working on aeroworx once again. I
hope to finish up more than I did yesterday, in which I didn't accomplish
anything yesterday. I can't find dream weaver, this really sucks. grrrrrr
:: 04.25.2001 11:34am
:: "Crime of passion is a phrase that drives me crazy. A man murdering his
girlfriend is not a crime of passion. Premature ejaculation-that's a crime
of passion."
04.25.2001 12:58
:: going to lunch with dad later on.
04.25.2001 08:02pm
:: my infatuation with Kristine as has just begun. so you might be hearing
allot of stuff about her... I don't know how far it will take me, I don't
think I'll be stalking her or anything hahaha but I do admire her. both as
an artist and a person. she's really cool. =)
04.25.2001 11:47pm
:: been somewhat of a long day, I'll make this one short. goodnight
everyone, another day complete, or should I just say have passed. the sense
of completeness isn't with me as of tonight. to much on my mind...
04.26.2001
:: compile crashed...forever! RIP VAIO
:: 04.27.2001 10:15am
:: song playing: Kristine as a dose of you
:: I didn't get a chance come on yesterday. It was very hectic of sort. A
lot of things happened real quick, and then I was bored. You go figure. Went
out with Thomas, that was cool at first, til we met some rather "old
friends" that didn't go to well. But we survived like we always and it was
pretty kick back. As of today, I don't have much planned, I don't think I
can even plan now, but o wells. Hahaha if only ughh then I came home and
found out my laptop was missing. I just thought someone just put it away or
something cuz I'm always leaving it around. But to no avail, I couldn't find
it!! Then I found out the worst part, my ever so adorably cute baby brother,
finished playing with it, and I could still smell the apple juice he was
playing with. So there went my laptop, but I couldn't blame anyone but me.
So I was kind of mad about that, but then I knew I backed up most of my
stuff to the PC. So I don't think I will have my site updated anytime soon
if I do get to post this up, it will be using that ancient PIE PC. It looks
so modern yet so out of date! Its kind of sad my laptop so small and stuff,
over powers my PC, but they're both Sony's, so at least the PC looks nice
hahaha
:: got an email from Carla on "world peace" going with that right now. A
very interesting subject. Than Carla.
:: 04.27.2001 12:08
:: I just finished installing Office 2001 XP. Very nice software, I guess
hahaha looks the same to office 2000 to me. Microsoft just be rolling in
more money when they update one portion of a software and tag it with a new
name. its umm smart hahaha I think I really needed to format the PC before
installing it. Had to many useless progz. Okay I'm a clean freak. I admit
it, so I'm making progress.
04.28.2001 10:15am
:: this morning was real hectic. but I enjoyed most of it. went to go grab a
present for my mums, still no breakfast. then came home, still no breakfast.
been browsing online for the most part now. trying to figure out what to
get. I think I do think to much. have to stop that habit. well I have to be
down there by 1:00 so that gives me some time to relax, I think I've been
doing a little to much relaxing. its coming to the point of getting
something for myself to eat being to labors. that is why I'm still hungry,
still no breakfast
04.28.2001 11:39am
:: this site needs something else. I don't know watt yet, but I guess I'll
figure that out liters. I need some ideas. maybe just give me a clue or idea
or what not. so email me or something. hahaha this is going to be fun. maybe
a porn section? LOL
04.28.2001 12:02
:: almighty, enough of this, I'm off now. my journey begins and my
destination...? damn traffic report sucks! its going to take me forever to
get down there now grrrrrr
04.28.2001 07:11pm
:: ended up going to la Puente with my cousins. visited the temple over
there. saw the same lady there from last weekend. she's supposedly spiritual
and stuff. *like who isn't at a temple* but I gave her my ears when she was
talking, interesting lady. we didn't eat much since we left my parents
house. just chilling at my cousins friends house, something of that sort. it
was so fun I happened to jump on the computer and type out more meaningless
stuff hahaha we should be going home later tonight. omg... I missed NBA on
NBC damnit hahaha
04.28.2001 09:12pm
:: PC is acting stupid. gave it some more RAM and now its acting all
retarded and shit. went from 96mb of RAM to 160mb... is that possible? it
keeps crashing, well it crashes when I load adobe, homestead, media player,
and outlook. I don't know if you can or can't w/ one 32 and two 64 sticks.
someone out there can help me? anyone?! grrrrrr sonny makes everything
complicated, or is it just me? this onboard sound card sucks to. if you
didn't have a sonny, you would think its a piece of shit hahaha *the first
reason I got this was the color of the tower hahaha* but that was way back
in high school. my laptop is also the same color LOL
04.28.2001 10:04pm
:: okay, I'm not fighting with it no more. I'll just leave it at 128mb
stupid VAIO. goodnight everyone. and whatever happened to my guestbook?! no
one signed it =(
04.29.2001 09:06am
:: I have this urge to clean my room today. I think imp going to just
rearrange some stuff again. wonder if I should move the TV to the other side
of the room? I guess I'll clean up for most of the day, then go see mum fly
later tonight. dad was gone since morning to the docks, he should be fishing
or something by now. well's I'll be on liters to continue my morning ritual
LOL
04.29.2001 10:48am
:: okay I'm back on here. taking a little break from the late spring
cleaning hehehe I didn't know I still had this radio in here. so with that
discovery I have to hook it up to this slow as PC later today. or maybe
2morrow when I get a chance. I think I'll watch some NBA later today *wonder
who plays on TNT? anyways... LAKERS SUCK! =P go Portland, if they lose, and
your happening to read this, ask me for anything and I'll owe it to you
hahaha
04.28.2001 06:31pm
:: Elian was jumping up and down on the bed. it looked like it was his first
time. he had that weird look on his face. we were just busting up though.
for a fun time throw a baby on a waterbed and look at his reaction hahaha
:: did the Laker's win? I didn't watch the second half. game 4 please?
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