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:: when one is not expressing himself, he is not free. thus, he begins to struggle and the struggle breeds methodical routine. soon, he is doing his methodical routine as a response rather than responding to what is ::
                                               -anonymous

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:: this is so apparent, so plain that one cannot help but see, how our actions means more than what they have just acted out. we never see what really lies beneath our actions. unfortunately I have practiced this "methodical routine" to the point of hurting the people that are so close and dear to me. it came to a point where the repetition of my routine was very annoying. but this was only to show me that we can change. I have, and is still in the process of bettering myself. when things are apparent I take it for its sight. I'm blind to the other senses God has given me. this is when I must take a little more time and observe what it really has to offer. I would like to take this time to thank the very people that I hurt, it was you that was the helpful one. I was to blind to see, but with your assistance, my sight has regain its vision. you were there for me even when I tried to push you away; there for me when I had more than I could handle. I thank you, Jane::

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